wow. tired. wow.

1) serafina is amazing and super and fighting with all her little birdie heart and is sleeping next to terfle right now. :)

2) this past weekend was stupidly busy and there was no time to catch up on anything. or call family. sorry. or friends. sorry. grrr. all i want to do is go see Wall-e. and then in about a week i want to see Batman. these are the things i feel like doing. i do not feel like working on lines. i don't want to touch my e-mail inbox. i do not feel like working. i do not feel like being productive. period. and that feels really strange. i have a rather marked lack of ambition. huh. i wanna watch battlestar galactica (this is becoming a common theme, eh?). i wanna play piano for my birdies. i wanna eat yummy food with my friends and drink yummy wine. i'd say that i need a vacation, but supposedly, i just had one. huh. weird.

3) our coraline gig scheduled for this friday seems to be double-booked at the cafe and therefore cancelled. :( actually....to be honest, this is good and bad. it's a bummer as we were putting together some really cool stuff for it and having fun doing so.... but at the same time, i'm kinda excited about having the only two days that I have off from rehearsal this week NOT taken up with something...... wheeeee! maybe I can see Wall-e!!!!! and hopefully they can re-book us. so far none of the dates they offered have worked, but we'll see...

4) i went back to the circus center this morning for basically the first time since streetcar. shit. um. turns out that you don't just magically keep being able to do this stuff. huh. ow. ow. ow. humble-pie sandwich. big time. the arweena is not what she once was. twill be an uphill climb, but i try to remain hopeful.

5) one week til my birthday. :)