Cancel it!

so... i started to feel like boiled crap yesterday. not pleasing. so today, i made the unprecedented move to just cancel the whole day. i am so not good at this. my intense 'suck it up and deal' side always mocks me and chides me if i don't just suffer through the day. but you know what? after much internal struggle, i told her to fuck off.

to begin with, i called the girls that i train with at the circus center every monday morning and canceled. i called my private aerial silk students and canceled their lesson today.

that was a lot of canceling, so i drank my coffee and ate my bagel and decided that i could really do this. i mustered up the strength to shoot an e-mail off to my agent and canceled out of an audition today and then called in sick to the day job (yeah - we don't have presidents day off.) sadly, i cannot entirely cancel the day job, since i have my computer at home and have to complete my time sheet along with some other things. but honestly, that's not too bad.

i am proud.

i have canceled today.

:)